Ahh!!!!! okay I feel much better now.

So I haven't posted since before St. Patrick's Day and my niece said I needed to. I think she was tired of looking at shamrocks.

So news: We were on channel 2 News! Thats really is news! LOL It was so fun to see our family be a "success story." They did an awesome job putting together the 20 second clip. Joe and TJ are so awesome together and it was a blessing to be able to share that. I really hope it gives the bolster of confidence to someone to reach out and adopt an older child. Everyone deserves a Forever Family!

Joe and I are in the process of making some HUGE decisions. After failing to get pregnant with our first attempt at IUI, with A LOT of fertility shots to get us there, we have gotten really bummed. I know that some people have to try like 6+ times...but that doesn't make it easier. And we don't have the finances to try again. I feel in a way that it was flushing money away, however I know the knowledge we gained about my body, and the bonding that happened between Joe and I can't have a price put on it. The day we did the IUI was the BEST day. Joe and I were so silly and talked and dreamed and stopped worrying for those 4 hours. It was awesome. We decided we need to have more 4 hour meetings like that! Which is so true we should all take time to set aside all the negatives and just dream! So I am emotionally healing now after not getting pregnant, and finally getting excited again about the someday that might come. We will always keep trying and as we save money we will try again and again! I have definitely learned much patience and to look for the joy in the journey.

Speaking of journeys.... The Adams may be taking one very soon...TO BE CONTINUED Mwahahaha